I honestly had a really nice day today! I met a lot of really nice people ^^. I hope you guys had a good day, and if not, I pray that you have a great tomorrow! ❤
Finally watching Incredibles2 with my family!
Today I felt really crumby for the most part, and I ended up outing my depression to a friend. I was crying and shaking, but I had to be kinda quite because we were backstage of a play, and she decided to tell my friends about how I had said that I wanted to die.
I could not be more thankful that she did.
She brought a big group of our friends and they’re all so wonderful, and she told on of the adults, who formed a bit of an intervention. I’m still really embarrassed that I created such a fuss, and I feel awful for worrying my friends, but I’m also very thankful to the people that helped me and relieved that I can trust others with my feelings.
I got to talk to some very godly people (one of the awesome directors of the show and one of the dancers parents [who are in ministry]), and they helped me with my feelings. They knew what I was going through, and they were just positively wonderful.
One lady told my parents, which really freaked me out. I was worried that my mom would get mad or start interrogating me (which she did a little bit [which I don’t blame her for doing]), and that my dad would get too worried. But I’m thankful she told them. They were both so supportive. I love them so much, even if they drive me crazy sometimes.
I want you all to know that it’s really not health to just bottle everything up. PLEASE, for your own sake, find someone to talk to about your problems. If they really care about you, they’ll want to know so that they can help you. And if you truly feel alone, know that God loves you. You might not believe in God, but there are people who do; those people, if they truly know God, know that He made everyone with a purpose in mind. He does not create anyone without a plan for them. He loves you. Please, if you take anything away from this, let it be that God loves you, and that those who truly believe Him love you too. I love you.
Happy B-day, me 🎊🎉🎊
I went to auditions for “the Studio”’s performance of “Beauty and the Beast” yesterday, and the call back sheet just came in! The call back sheet is for main characters, so even if I wasn’t on it I would most likely still be in the show.
BUT I WAS ON THE LIST! I’m flipping out! I was on the list for
– Belle
– Babette
– Silly girls
And, last but not least
– Featured dancers
I can’t believe this! I feel so blessed rn. I have to go in for auditions for the parts later this week, and after THAT is when the “final” roles will be announced. I’m so excited! 😀
My fucking childhood in one post omg the only thing missing is Star Wars and Disney.
I forgot those damn BLUE CUBE BLOCKS that was meant to “help” with math. It only added pressure when I dropped them and couldn’t find a block to get. the. right. answer!
I was not prepared for this emotional journey.
Things we lost to the flames…
The nostalgia wave hit me like a sack of bricks to the stomach.
Pop said to throw the can away. He got mouse traps.
Dad went out to see if they have anything for this at Walgreens, but I stayed home because I’m tired. ;n; help
(Don’t worry, I’m not going to hurt him. I’m going to release him when/if he goes in the can)
I just came back from dance class and I had an awesome time! We worked on 8 basic types of movements, applying those movements to dancing with music, and partner activities/ trust-building exercises. I partnered up with this really, really nice girl named, well, I forgot her name, but it was really pretty, and the activities we did were
1. Leading your partner, who has their eyes closed, around the room
2. Tapping a spot on the body to chose a part to lead with (or “initiate”) and the mover comes up with moves
3. “Puppet” moving (it’s like tapping but the leading person is guiding where the body parts go)
I had a really fun time! 😀
I just finished fasting from food AND technology for 12 hours (9am- 9pm), yay! … I’m hungry.
AngelMihe 