It sounds like a spiritual attack! I’m so sorry this is happening to you.
Have you been putting on your armor every day? It’s important to stay in the word, reading the bible, watching sermons, listening to gospel music, and constantly praying.
When we don’t do this the enemy can attack us and we are left defenseless.
please remember to stay spiritually fed!
and if you have not even repented yet, please do so as this is the first step. You must ask forgiveness of your sins and stop committing them! Always ask God for help.
I wish you luck, my friend.
Praying is powerful, please don’t forget that.
If the devil is attacking you harder and harder, that’s him trying to get you back. He doesn’t wanna lose you to God so he will try much harder if you’re close to Him. Take it as a trial of your faith! Hang on to the Lord!
For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
Satan likes to attack us by making us question the idea that God even loves us at all. Every time you doubt God’s love, or start thinking things like “why would He love us when we’re so awful?”, recognize those thoughts for what they are: spiritual attack.
Satan makes us question the love of God because he knows that condemnation leads to destruction
Conviction [should] lead(s) us to think, “I made this mistake; I will take a step back, bring it to God, and by His love and grace I will learn and move forward.” (John 1.9, Philippians 3.12-14)
Condemnation, however is a slippery slope. It leads us to think, “I do/I think, therefore I am; I’m already awful anyway, so I may as well just keep doing awful things.” (Galatians 5.1)
It is a snare, it is a trap, and we need to recognize it as such
And the other version of this, “I’m so horrible that I can’t possibly be redeemed and God couldn’t want anything to ever do with me.” which I think a LOT of people stumble into.
Most of the time I’m just really happy and dont worry about anything except pleasing God.
If I struggle to stay happy it’s by my own sinful nature, I still don’t take lightly to disrespect, the other week my sister was laying hard disrespect on me and I threw a picture on the floor, went to her room and messed it up.
After my anger I apologized and cleaned her room though of course, but I’m sharing with you my struggles and I’ll be open about it, I don’t mind.
After I have my tantrum I pray, I go into my room, lights off cause I’m ashamed and I pray. I apologize, I ask God to forgive me and help me to do better, then I go back out to my sister and apologize.
Prayer is really important. Stay in the word. Watch a sermon on what you’re struggling with
AngelMihe 